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there's 3 of us. and i feel utterly useless at times. and then now they discussed abt repainting the house.

maybe i'm a attention whore. maybe i'm just not used to not being able to do anything. but i guess i'm doing enough just for now. the dogs are wonderful. the two other people are nice. the british potential business partner and the finnish lady that got on my nerve for a while but after we talked about baking it was ok now. maybe it's just the perfectionist and her tone just pisses me off. first the bowls from the host house and den every other thing.

im actually quite proud of what i've done but i guess if i start comparing that's when i getting insecure. smoking fish, catching fish, painting and scraping walls. oh well. =) just need my inner peace. XD