Ive gotten sun burnt, ive celebrated cny, ive started work, ive reunited with people who are important to me. Xs asked if ive changed and if ive a stronger yearning for a different life beyond this island.
I guess i have changed but instead of feeling empty, ive now a stronger belief that life has so much possibilities. Im less worried abt failing, im confident that i can dream again and look forward to the next big adventure. Ive proven to myself that it is possible to leave everything behind where others cannot. Even though life’s abit more different now that i no longer live out of the rucksack, i dont think i can ever forget the feeling of being alone and in peace and i shall strive again to go back to that serenity.
i do not miss travelling for now surprisingly. the flashbacks give me a sense of peace and accomplishment. it's a journey that i took alone and it has taught me so much about who and what i am and who and what i can live without.
bring it on life. i'm ready to continue living. =)
